i relapsed in everything this week
I binged and purged
i cut
i smoked a lot of pot to make myself feel better
i hate myself wors cannot explain how muhc i want to die right now
i am so drunk right now
I WANT TO DIE
I WANT to SLit MY WRISTS (dontworryn im too much of a selfish piece f shit t odo it)\]
I WANT tO FIe i
HATE MYSELF
i relapsed of the first time in two years and i feel so in control

“All I’m saying is that if I ever start referring to these as the best years of my life, remind me to kill myself.”
Dazed and Confused (1993)